Summer in Montana has got to be the absolute shortest season on earth! How can winter last FOREVER and then you blink and summer is gone? Last winter we had -40 degree weather before windchill and I found myself wondering why I live here… joking (or am I) Regardless I find myself somewhat sad when a season comes to an end.
The last few months I’ve been struggling with the fact that another season has come to an end. Not weather wise but a season in my husband and I’s lives. We recentley welcomed our fourth and final baby! And while I know in my heart our family is complete, I am struggling with the fact that this season of life has come to an end for us… those last couple miserable months of pregnancy were the last I will ever have.
I will never feel a baby kick from the inside again, never see a sweet face on an ultrasound or hear their beautiful heart beat, my season of pregnancy and child birth has come to an end.
While that is sad and I have been struggling with it I am also looking forward to the future and enjoying the last of my newborn season! I will enjoy the last of our infant and toddler seasons and as we send off more of our sweet kiddos to school and watch them grow each day I will cherish each and every season more now that I know it is the last!